Welp, today was da worst by FAR. Woke up earlier than usual – was so cold i was shaking. Couldn’t move my arms for about an hour i was so tired. Did my SWF and felt WAY better – also, drinking a substantial ammount of lemonade helped. I think i might be losing too much weight. No way i’m stopping now – even though EVERYONE thinks i have an eating disorder. oh well – you win some, you lose some. Anyways, i had a dream last night that i ate apple pancakes, cheddar chesse and a ton of fruit, and then I felt so guilty and worthless for quitting – woke up to discover that I hadn’t cheated and was very excited that i hadn’t quit. Only 4 days left baby! all downhill from here!
P.S. i watched my friend eat an entire eggs benedict right in front of me, and besides a little craving, didn’t really want it. So excited – stay strong everyone!
Aug 02, 2006, 12:34PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
Today sucked. Here’s why -
1. Ran out of maple syrup, and couldn’t stand the sourness of the lemonade, so i barely drank any.
2. This led to intense hunger, which was only made worse by my friends eating a pepperoni and sausage pizza as well as pretzels around me.
3. I’ve been light headed all day.
4. I went to the bathroom at least 4 times in 20 minutes while at my friends house. didn’t want to gross them out, so i told them i was peeing.
5. I got rediculously lost on the way home, which i was looking forward to getting home because my mom said she had bought me more organic maple syrup.
6. Got home to discover she bought grade A. now i have to wait, return it, and get the right kind.
I was so close to eating cheese-its, chocolate muffins, pizza and strawberry ice-cream.
but I didn’t.
I did cheat though. I put honey in my lemonade so i could drink it and not be so hungry, but it didn’t help the hunger.
The only good thing that happened to me today is that I expelled Black flakes for the first time. yippy.
This has been the worst day so far.
Oh yeah, and I’m way more irritable. (as you can tell.)
Aug 01, 2006, 05:47PM PDT | 2 comments
HA HA KINTZ! UR ALL ALONE! SUCK IT!
Jul 31, 2006, 07:19PM PDT | 0 comments
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