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Today was really hard on the quest for Gisele’s body. The two girls I work with brought in McDonald’s for lunch and it was torture watching them eat it. But the upside is I stuck with what I brought from home and I was proud of my self-discipline! I even went for a run last night when I started to feel my cravings come on and guess what? They went away!!

ever since seeing the notebook i have wanted to kiss in the rain. With a particular someone being RPP…i have been in love with him from the moment i met him but the sad thing is it that he just things of me as a kid sister of sorts. I am overweight and have never been confident with my body and i feel that if i got that body like gisele that he would fall madly in love with me. though this is somewhat far fetch i think about it everyday…if he could just see the real me. i have never felt this connection with anyone else and just just picture us kissing in the rain makes all the bad moods i get in go away. So cheer me on and i’ll let you know how my progress is coming.

So i started the berstein diet about two weeks ago and i’ve lost almost ten pounds! My ideal body is gisele’s but lets get real here…i’m working against some serious genetics but i truly believe that if a diet and exercise i can get the body that she has (except i’m about four inches shorter haha) I just want to look like her because ive never been able to feel confident with my body or wear a bikini or any clothes that show off my body….so giving up the foods i love and getting off my butt for a couple of months is worth the sacrifice for that body!