So I realize now that we are both completely different people than we were before. When that happened, I have no idea. I wish that things had happened differently for us but I can’t change the places where we are. He came to see me and I thought it meant something. I thought maybe he would be inclined to wanna stay, but he came for something else. So as it is, I’m done. I want so many good things for him, and I know that I could give them to him, but if he won’t let me then it can’t work anyway. Here’s to moving on. I think he will always be a daydream in the back of my head whispering sweet nothings and making me wonder what if.
alissa69andahalf's Life List
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1. become a better cook
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2. tell someone important that i love him
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3. Rip my entire CD collection
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4. write a book... a good book that people will want to read
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5. stop drinking soda
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6. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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7. create a list of 100 must-read books and read them.
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8. be completely happy
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9. never, EVER grow up
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10. pay off all credit cards and be credit card free
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11. Stress less
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12. tell a taxi driver to "follow that car!"
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13. See a movie in a drive-in
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14. start visiting my grandparents more often
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15. be a better friend
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16. Write more
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17. eat healthier
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18. clean up my house and keep it clean
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19. sort out what I actually don't want to do and what I say I don't want to do because I'm afraid I won't be good enough then do the things I actually want to do
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20. stop procrastinating
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21. learn guitar
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22. slow dance in the rain
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23. create a wall collage so big it spans from floor to ceiling
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24. find someone new
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25. learn to belly dance
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26. volunteer again - and do so regularly
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27. Invent something SWEET
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28. take my dogs to obedience classes
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29. wake up earlier
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30. make a difference
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31. save up $300 and go on a massive thrift store shopping spree.
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How I did it: A friend of mine introduced me to his buddy that's new to the tattooing scene. He gave me a decent deal on a big piece I've been wanting for a long time. When I told him the idea it was pretty vague and open-ended and he really turned out and awesome drawing. It took 3 sessions between 3-4 hours each. He also did a mustache tattoo on my index finger for free. Read how I did it…
How I did it: Set up a beer pong table in the basement and had a rubbermaid tub of jungle juice on standby. Don't remember a lot of it, but I hear we won. We left the table up for several weeks and played whenever the mood struck. Also hit up another friend's house with a regulation table to practice a bit more with new competition and teammates. In the end, we are pretty much unstoppable. Read how I did it…
How I did it: well....i put up a note and then i worked the shifts i was offered. it was pretty easy. made some extra money. blah blah..... Read how I did it…
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...they are getting older and they live closer than when I was little. I never make the time to go see them and I know they’re lonely. I want to make a point of seeing them every time I go back home. :)

