to alter it in anyway by taking drugs. I have been dependent on xanax now for about 3 years. When I don’t have those I always seem to have other types of pills around that I take. Its not an everyday thing but i can’t remember the last time i was off of them for more than a week straight. It’s really messing with my life, how i treat people, my sleep patterns and everything. In order to complete some of my goals this one has to go first.
Briah's Life List
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1. GET A FREAKING JOB
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2. Get my GED
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3. go to college
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4. quit taking pills
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5. Find a way to be with the guy I really love
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6. Move Back to the city I love
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7. Travel the world
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8. Help mental disabled children
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9. Be a professional photographer
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10. Own My own shop
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11. Skinny Dip
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12. Study world history and religous history
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13. start working out
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14. Quit giving into people, and Do what I want for once!
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15. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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16. Buy a Car
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17. have an e-mail penpal
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18. go visit my dad and try and have a relationship with him
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19. become a better friend
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20. help fight for a cause.
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21. own enough books to start a library
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22. rebuild a car
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23. get my drivers licenses back
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How I did it: so my mom bought me a 95 honda 5 speed for my first car. I had no idea how to drive, never even tried and I just presumed I couldn't do it. So one day I was sitting at home and I really needed to go somewhere so I basucally said whatever I'll give it a try and sure enough i went down stairs got in my car and took off. It was the most amazing thing lol. I stalled out a couple of times but no biggie. I love driving a 5 speed and don't ever … Read how I did it…
How I did it: Well, I take random drives alot, and one day I came along this old baby grave that had been overgrown and basically forgotten. I went to Krogers and just bought a boquet of flowers and put one on every headstone ( there wasn't that many.) But it just made me feel really good, and it made me feel like these kids werent just forgotten about. Read how I did it…
You know I always go on little car rides with absolutely no destination at all. When I bring people with me I always notice how antsy they get when they realize I have no idea where I am going. But the me its so relaxing. Hopeful I will make it out of the state one day and just keep driving to somewhere completely breathtaking. Then I will turn around and come back just to do it again sometime.
