...’elp.
Lani's Life List
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1. stop being so hard on myself
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2. Live consciously and conscientiously
1 entry . 14 cheers2 people -
3. outline a projected attainable identity
8 entries . 8 cheers3 people -
4. revalue love over lust in all my interests
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5. stop buying things i dont need.
7 entries . 40 cheers293 people -
6. become financially independent and stable
7 entries . 29 cheers6 people -
7. write for myself--more and more often
8 entries . 31 cheers9 people -
8. become the reader I pretend I am
1 entry . 17 cheers1 person -
9. find what it is that would make me professionally happy
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10. smile at attractive strangers
5 entries . 16 cheers3 people -
11. be better to my body
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12. let my hair grow unhindered
4 entries . 11 cheers1 person -
13. regularly pluck my eyebrows and shave my legs
3 entries . 5 cheers1 person -
14. Establish a morning ritual
2 entries . 7 cheers2 people -
15. have a regular sleep pattern
6 entries . 21 cheers39 people -
16. have more clarity
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17. create a world in which I can feel at home
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18. become an legitimate essayist
5 entries . 13 cheers5 people -
19. Learn to cook
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20. start playing music again in earnest
2 entries . 22 cheers4 people -
21. spend more time outside
3 entries . 25 cheers674 people -
22. establish a real online presence
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23. revisit my beloved Trafalgar
3 entries . 8 cheers2 people -
24. make my life worth the beautiful struggle, make it a good story
8 entries . 20 cheers3 people -
25. read Proust's In Search of Lost Time
1 entry . 4 cheers40 people -
26. move to madison
1 entry7 people -
27. stop letting dirty dishes accumulate in my bedroom for longer than 24 hours
1 entry1 person -
28. write about books without being made to
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29. establish and adopt a weekly routine
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30. thoroughly research and follow a new career path
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31. spend time authentically
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32. write The Saddest Banana Ever
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33. meet fabulous new people
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34. become fluent in spanish
2 entries . 6 cheers1,847 people
Did I positively need those two beautiful pair of earrings, on sale for 25% off, the one pair two hues of blue and the other, an intense combination of my favorite limey green and deep turquoise?
In a word, no. However, they’re beautiful and on sale and well, I’m quite happy with them.
Now, that said, I have to get out of here and in order to do that, two things need to happen: I need to find a new job and I need to save enough money to sustain myself for a little while and to afford another move.
So…things to stop buying…I need to cut down on the coffee expenditures, also muffins. Too many lunches out, too many groceries wasted. I can use Emily’s extra umbrella until I can buy one; I can wear the shoes I have until my adorable lime flats go on sale; I can shop more smartly for the things I really do need…it’s gametime now, for a little while.
Cross your fingers, though, that I find something, please?
...in fact, I have probably never had less clarity. =/
I know I’m putting too much faith in the power of a clean shirt, but Opening Day is tomorrow. April is now official and while it may be the cruelest month, it’s also the month that signifies the end of the year for me. I’ve lived too long by a semester calendar, I realize, but as such, I’ve also taken the warming months to signal the end of something and the beginning of something much calmer.
May I remember this more often.
