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  2. 1. stop procrastinating
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  3. 2. sing like missy higgins
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  4. 3. develop more empathy
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  5. 4. develop a backbone
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  6. 5. stop being socially retarded
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  7. 6. stop being a selfish little twat
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  8. 7. get my zing back
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  9. 8. just kiss him!
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  10. 9. tell my family that i love them
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  11. 10. be assertive
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  12. 11. to love and be loved
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  13. 12. stop gossiping
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  14. 13. stop crying so much
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  15. 14. control myself
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  16. 15. be bisexual
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  17. 16. be a good person
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  18. 17. get a boyfriend!
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  19. 18. Like someone who likes me back
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  20. 19. Kiss in the rain
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  21. 20. hold hands
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  22. 21. compile the soundtrack to my life
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  23. 22. be more self diciplined
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  24. 23. stop staying up late
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  25. 24. be less up myself
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  26. 25. go on a myspace strike
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  27. 26. ban myself from myspace
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  28. 27. tell my friends how much they mean to me
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  29. 28. be less weird
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  30. 29. eat less bacon
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  31. 30. finish my article
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  32. 31. control my anger
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  33. 32. be less conceited
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  34. 33. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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  35. 34. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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  36. 35. tell him that i like him
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  37. 36. be nice to assholes
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  38. 37. be loved
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  39. 38. beat my myspace addiction
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  40. 39. stop myspacing
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  41. 40. take less photos
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  42. 41. date someone with an Irish accent
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  43. 42. be more sincere
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  44. 43. be less selfish
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Recent entries
stop crying so much
why i cry so much? 2 years ago

i do not know.
i don’t think it’s normal for me to cry every second day or so.
judging from what my friends say in their myspace quizes, nobody says they more than once a month.

so i guess my question is, is it normal to cry 3 or 4 times a week??

Jun 29, 2007, 07:56AM PDT | 1 comment


get a boyfriend
always alone. 2 years ago

sometimes i feel so alone, relationship wise. i’m 21 and never had a boyfriend. sure, there’s been people who’ve ‘liked’ me, but i’ve never liked them back ‘like that’. and it seems as thought everyone i actually ‘like’, doesn’t like me back ‘like that’
is this bad karma or something??

why is it that all the guys i like only want to be friends? and why does this ALWAYS happen to me. in fact, it happened to me less than an hour ago. i’m so upset right now bcoz i’ve like this guy for MONTHS and it was SUCH a let down.
he has no idea how disappointed i am… to his face, i smiled and took it as a pinch of salt when he said he ‘wasn’t ready for a relationship and just wanted to be friends’… he has no idea that as soon as i got home, i bawled my eyes out.. not just because of tonight.. it’s because that feeling of being CONSTANTLY REJECTED by ppl i like, really hit home.

and i don’t want to bother my friends with my woes.. i’m sure they wouldn’t be able to fully relate to how i feel anyway, as they’ve been in relationships since they were in their teens. in fact, they’re probably all out with their significant other right now.
hence i am here, typing a rambling entry that no one will probably ever read.

sometimes i just feel so damn alone.

i feel SO sad sometimes.
all my friends and cousins have been/are in a relationship.

i feel like the last kitten in the pet store, the one with the defect that ppl think are ‘cute’ but would never actually wanna take home and love.

sorry for my ramblings.. i’m just so upset right now and writing is my means of ventilation.

“And at the moment its so hard to find a decent guy who actually want a relationship”
...to this, i couldn’t agree more.

good luck to you guys, i hope you’re having better luck then me.

i guess, at the end of the day i’m happy to have loving friends and family. not to mention my beautiful cats. and i guess without a relationship in my life, it gives me more time to focus on my goal to become a journalist.

life is too short to be bitter.

Apr 20, 2007, 07:00AM PDT | 3 cheers | 7 comments


stop myspacing
Untitled 2 years ago

please please please…. just someone delete my profile already.
i have NO self control when it comes to myspace… none.

and i am WAY addicted to seeing that mesmerizingly delicious blue writing that reads ‘new comments’ and the red ‘new messages’ things.

aaahhh…. advice to break the habbit?? anyone?? ....tom?

Apr 10, 2007, 08:31AM PDT | 1 comment


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feel pretty watch gone with the wind learn how to blow glass swim under a waterfall Learn DreamWeaver move out on my own own a farm master RoR Larix wants to read and implement Getting Things Done make friends have a star named after me drive see the pyramids Kiss in the rain learn to play the violin go to bali recycle more be a pin up model KeiraC wants to get in shape be remembered Play Warhammer Free Online go to another concert Volunteer get my own place enjenue wants to buy a hat buy a townhouse be nicer to my mom Be kissed in the rain
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