I'm doing 19 things
I’m scared to fail at love again, but I know that thinking that way puts me at a disadvantage already. So, I try to change my mindset and think positive or try not to think at all and let things happen. I question my choices though. I’ve made some bad ones and I don’t want to repeat them. I don’t have a problem being alone and quite frankly the last 6 years I’ve spent most of my time alone, if I’m not at work. So, I guess I get a taste of it and then I crave it, but then I’m like a starving person that goes shopping for groceries. You buy way too much or get things that aren’t good for you! I want to trust myself and my choices, but I want to find love so much that sometimes I know I can’t trust myself because I’m probably making hasty decisions. HELP! One breath at a time I know…It’s so hard when it’s the one thing in the world you want, but the one thing you don’t have.
allydogone's Life List
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1. Lose 20 pounds
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2. exercise daily
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3. do push-ups and crunches every day
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4. floss daily
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5. Grow in Christ
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6. Write more
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7. Learn to play the guitar
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8. Take more pictures
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9. To live instead of exist
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10. find love
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11. clean up my house and keep it clean
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12. Get organized
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13. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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14. Fall in love
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15. buy an electric violin
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16. get out of debt
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17. Save money
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18. Make a cool real life friend via the internet
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19. Stop being depressed
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