I wrote this a year ago that it was concerning me and today I have had plenty of opportunities over the year to have those “Just live in the moment.” practice. i do worry less but my core issue is affording my bills. I think the solution to that might be a change of job. You know, where your schedule is constant and not a flux schedule where you don’t know how much money you’ll have on payday. I think it’s time to go type that resume :)
alm's Life List
1. Stop caring what other people think of me
2. Worry less.
3. Learn Japanese
4. see the northern lights
5. Go to Japan
6. learn how to drive stick-shift
7. Buy a House
8. learn sign language
9. Go to a nude beach
11. Learn Resin Jewelry
12. Start my own business
A year ago I wrote that I had too many worries. Update because ppl love updates! :) Is I’m doing pretty good! How liberating. In a figure of speech I do fall into a hole sometimes but that’s bound to happen on the path to reprogram your thinking process.
It f’n hurt. I won’t lie to you. But you see it and you squee.
A lot of my deal is my ear is so small. I have issues cleaning it decently and it got reinfected. I’m trying q tips and pray I don’t have to remove it to save my sanity. Because when it’s inflamed you can’t sleep on the side it’s on-comfortably that is.