well the plan is to go to an aa meeting at six thirty in the morning. I am working on the theory that if you keep doing the same things you will get the same results so I am trying something different…
almondine's Life List
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1. speak the truth
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2. set daily, achievable goals so that i can get that sense of satisfaction when I tick them off.
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3. be gorgeous now
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4. do something everyday to tidy/clean, reorganise and declutter my house
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5. stay sober today
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6. meditate for ten minutes
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hate myself, my life. what the hell is it all about? is this it? I am so sick of being grateful for my health, my life. fuck that. alone,noplan, feels futureless okay – here it is. just turned 49. never had a boyfriend. spent years, YEARS, dealing with incest. but now what. there is no answer, no winning, no prize. nothing. nothing. absolutely nothing. just mundanity and then death. is this really it. is there anyone out there who can tell me otherwise?
