alotlikelove7

I think that for me living freely is dropping all of the things that aren’t real and genuine and are destructive from my life. It means letting go of the things that hold me back. It’s forgetting about what people think of me and expectations, and just trusting GOD and doing what is instinctively desirable to me.

I’m so scared! I never realized how deep this issue flows. I guess it’s one of those things that until something focuses your attention on it, you don’t recognize the weight it carries. I’m 22, I just graduated college, and think it’s time. Going natural is something I’ve always thought about and I’ve always thought long natural hair was so beautiful. But there is some really strong – what almost seems implicit – aversion within me towards doing it. And I don’t like that..! There’s something really wrong with being so afraid to take the steps to be who you naturally are. I hate that I’ve been brain washed and never even knew it.. lol! I don’t want to sound too “political” about my decision to do it because it’s mostly about asthetics for me, but it also just makes sense. Pray for me, ya’ll. :-)