i did some things that were soooo scary:
.i was supposed to go to lunch with my pal, but then we ran into his zirlfriend, and we all ended up eating together. i wanted to say no at first, but stayed. and it was super fun.
.i got myself to a dinner party with about 8 humans. i knew a handful only. i didn’t freak out and had nice conversation.
turned out ok. i made a few modifications:
added sesame garlic dressing, no bread crumbs
i got curly kale which is much more tough than the recommended tuscan [dinosaur] kale. i did massage the kale to tenderize it. also beat it with a spatula and added salt to break it down more.
tonight i was delivering valentines to 2 friends and was trying to discretely set in their mailboxes. there were a bunch of mailboxes together by my one pal’s house and i didn’t know which was hers because i didn’t know her address and her porch light was off. so i had to park my car, creep around, walk up to her door to see her address and then find her mail box. at first i was going to just drive away and not deliver because i was scared i’d get yelled at by someone, but i forced myself to do it. and it was fun.