Alex told me he’d help… Jordie wants me to join her gym. I know I need it. So why haven’t I moved on it??
alwaysandnever67's Life List
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1. go to a university
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2. move out
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3. Fall in love
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4. get married
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5. own a house
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6. travel the world
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7. Have a baby
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8. get a new car
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9. meet johnny depp
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10. get in shape
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11. publish a book
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12. celebrate new year's in times square.
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13. Go skydiving
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14. let go of the memories
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15. Make my parents proud
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16. list 100 things I love about me
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17. identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money)
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18. watch the IMDB.com Top 100 movies
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How I did it: I was best friends with this guy, Chris, in elementary and middle school. My dad didn't want me to hang out with him because he was "bad news". I lost contact with him, only to find out not too long ago, that he really had gone off the deep end. I think you could safely say this kid was my first infautation. He was the guy that I thought I loved, the guy I thought I'd marry, but I was literally a kid. Not eve… Read how I did it…
How I did it: I finished all of my shopping early, hit the sales, saved money, got everyone things I knew they would absolutely adore, and didn't skimp! Take your time picking out something you knew they would love. Not sure? Try to imagine their faces when they open the gift! Read how I did it…
How I did it: I've been praying for years for the "right guy". While I still haven't found him, I've been praying for him, and writing to him, and even writing my prayers down. They're all confined inside a journal I started writing in a few months ago. I plan, as a wedding gift, to give it to the man God puts in my life. It'll be such a great thing to see how the man I marry is the man I've been praying for all along. And… Read how I did it…
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Gosh. Part of me just wants to do another semester at the Junior college, Delta. IDK why. I know it’s the fear talking, but IDK if I really am ready to leave…
Last night was hard for me. I was talking to an old friend, and my ex came up. This lead to realizing that I’m not as strong as I claim to be, and that I just locked everything away for the last year and a half without dealing with it. But, you know what?? I cried. I was attacked. I ended up having to deal with things. Yes. I love a lot of people, and if I ever said that I loved someone, I still do, to this day. But, it’s not worth me getting upset over because they chose to walk away, or because they hurt me. It’s in the past. There will be more people. There will be more stories written in my book.
