I'm doing 9 things
I need to start attending class regularly and consistently.
amatar's Life List
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1. get over depression and anxiety
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2. get into shape
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3. Stop smoking so much weed
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4. Support Our Troops
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5. graduate from college
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6. make a scrap book
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7. be healthy
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8. become more organized
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9. be a nicer person
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How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: I made friends with a couple classmates and told myself they rely on me to be there and that I can't let them down, along with myself. It was a struggle, but luckily my class started at noon, so I could sleep in and still go to class. It is worth it to see the teacher picking on other people for their poor attendance, while I feel like I am connected to what's going on. It also helps to "reward" yourself after attending every week ie mani… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
That’s how I feel my life is right now…a fog. I feel like time is slipping by me…I enjoy being high. But everytime I am high I think of quitting and all the other stuff I can do. When I am sober I think of getting high. Really, I would like to enjoy weed like I do alcohol. Every once in a while and sometimes one beer..sometimes enough to get drunk. Right now when I have a bag I smoke it until it is gone. All day every day. I even smoked before my finals. I still did well…but seriously? I smoked while I was “studying” and I didn’t study that well and did bad on one of my finals. Luckily I am savvy when it comes to school so the worst I could get is a B (I think, I hope!). Plus, I am trying to have a baby with my hubby who is deploying so…quitting smoking is essential. And it could be messing with my ovulation which could explain the failed attempts over the past 3 months. I feel like I can give it up if I got pregnant, but I would want to do it every once in a while after because I like the way it makes me feel when I do it every once in a while. Otherwise when I do it on a daily basis I feel dull and unmotivated and anti-social.
