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Like many other goals I have this seems to be the one I can’t get my mind around. I have always been overweight and I am literally sick and tired of it holding me back. I’m the only one that can change and so today I am going to. I never thought I was smart enough to go through college and get a degree but I’m almost done! It has opened so many doors and possibilities than i ever dreamed of! I have so many fears about losing weight. The number one thing I fear is that i will fail and then have to pick myself back off of the floor and try for the 2908393 time! I am also so incredibly scared because food fulfills me, and without it, how am i going to fill myself up when I’m lonely or stressed out? I guess this is a great time to learn how cuz i can’t do this anymore! I would rather find out how to fulfill myself and be uncomforable for awhile then feel this overweight feeling the rest of my life. Here I go… wish me nothing but healthy living and good change to come!

well… I am so glad to put this as one of my goals because i am sick and tired of living like my life is going to end. I’m learning so much about myself and this is the perfect time to work hard for what I want. I can’t wait!

I can not wait to finish this goal! pretty soon, in a couple more semesters I will have my two year degree and then i can get away from community college and venture onto a university and study english! I can’t wait! Its funny, I used to think that there would be no way I could do this, but i’m doing it and it feels great. I’m very proud of myself because I can see myself graduating. Nowing that I paid for my school, i sacrificed for myself and my future… yea, it feels so good. yay for me!