I'm doing 41 things
i’m 5’0 and currently weigh 169lbs. im so disgusted with myself. 6yrs ago, i was 103lbs. my hw was 189. im tired of being the fat, ugly slob. people always see fat before they see me
amber_rose's Life List
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1. learn to belly dance
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2. have a family
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3. be thin
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4. own my own pizza place
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5. go to Hawaii
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6. cook asain food
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7. communicate more with my brother
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8. make a positive impact on another person's life
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9. finish my book of my favorite quotes
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10. pay off my debts
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11. run a 5k
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12. get a house of my own
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13. go to russia
1 entry . 1 cheer363 people -
14. get a tattoo
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15. fully rely on me
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16. learn to hula dance
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17. volunteer at St. Judes
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18. adopt a child
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19. get a mini cooper
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20. ride a motorcycle
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21. get my own computer
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22. learn to kayak
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23. relax more
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24. fit back into my favorite pants
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25. organize my apartment
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26. regain flexibility
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27. get a cat
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28. backpack in australia
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29. be a mentor
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30. go to church more
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31. wear my seatbelt more
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32. find a man that loves the me that I love
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33. make a music cd at a karoke club
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34. go out with my friends more
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35. be more forgiving
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36. stop falling in love so easily
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37. move out of Memphis
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38. list 25 things I like about me
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39. learn to deal
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40. overcome my shyness
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41. be good enough for someone
1 person
Recent entries
my friendboy had me to drink ginger ale this morning. I felt i had to drink it cuz he poured in a glass for me and all and hes so sweet by letting me crash at his place sometimes after work. i,ve been doing so good for the past few days. Yesterday, i had 4 tater tots, a pickle, and a bowl of french onion soup without the bread and cheese. the day before, a bowl of plain rice. i know i need to eat more, but i cant
