I'm doing 18 things
It is April 27, 2008. Once again I must come to ask myself if I am closer to my fruition then the last time that I had made the observation…it reminds me of the progress between Sebastian and Kristi; over the years it’s always the same thing.
What am I doing if only subjecting myself to the present splendors of that day??
Or better yet in some strange ramification; are these splendors the pathway to my fruition, which I firmly believe, and always have, will be sudden??
How do I yearn for my anxiousness to be stolen from my stomach.
How do I yearn to know where tomorrow will go.
For it is I, and only I, whom can experience all of my one million thoughts that travel inside my mind.
And it is only on that day that comes, when you see and think and understand my one million thoughts, that you can speak to me.
Because that whom does not understand me, must clearly only stay away from me.
amberella5000's Life List
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1. i want to love like before
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2. tell a taxi driver to "follow that car!"
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3. be complete.
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4. move to paris
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5. put a stop to my twisted thoughts.
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6. have my last first kiss
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7. I want to understand people.
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8. play piano again
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9. stop choosing internally cruel men
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10. take salsa lessons
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11. get outta here...
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12. fall in crazy love again.
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13. start keeping a record of my dreams
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14. take tennis lessons
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15. go through a stack of magazines so i can get rid of them
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16. hang out with peyton.
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17. destroy someone's heart
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18. I want to start writing again.
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