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i went…i have to care more of my teeth… they have to remove my “cordales” (i dont know how to say it in english, lol)

it proved that all that is planned always results bad and that i really dont have a lot of friends or even true ones. in my birthday i work all day and in the night i went with my bf (ex) and his friends (not really mine) to party in a famous hotel. a f%&&$ guy that i know told me about this party and he told me about a list where he put my name to pay less but he lied to me! or something…at the end i pass a good time i got drunk, dance and party a lot…the saturday was other history same page…the thing is i realize i only have a little true friends of always, a lot of known people and a really good guy who love me and of course his boyfriends…

it proved that all that is planned always results bad and that i really dont have a lot of friends or even true ones. in my birthday i work all day and in the night i went with my bf (ex) and his friends (not really mine) to party in a famous hotel. a f%&&$ guy that i know told me about this party and he told me about a list where he put my name to pay less but he lied to me! or something…at the end i pass a good time i got drunk, dance and party a lot…the saturday was other history same page…the thing is i realize i only have a little true friends of always, a lot of known people and a really good guy who love me and of course his boyfriends…

i have crash my car several times and now that im working in a famous company im ashamed of my car, lol…it have a broken bumper and the right side very bad. im wating for my dad to fix it but i realize that if dont act for my self i will have the car like that forever so i will try to do it by my self or at least convince him…

the list:
-fix the bumper
-fix the doors
-new paint

the most beautiful cell p. i have ever had in my life.
...its pink hehe

im graduated, i have a job, im earning money, the thing is its a temporary job and i can be out whenever they want, and the salary is bad but for nothing, something.Im there for the experience, is near my home and is a famous company,, but i want to earn more and have a permanent job to pay my cellphone and buy a car. let see what happen next year.

for now im planning to stay in a hotel that weekend and to party with my friends in a popular club i like here, then the next day go to the beach.
let see what happens, i still dont have the reservations and i dont have too much friends to party but i only need my friend and some alcohol haha

i did it, im proud!

And thats about the time she walked away from me
Nobody likes you when youre 23
And you still act like youre in freshman year
What the hell is wrong with me?
My friends say I should act my age
Whats my age again?
Whats my age again?

- buy graduation clothes
-go to college to search for the graduation cap, etc.
-beauty salon?
- camera?
-who will go? my family

on saturday i will take the exadep, 1st step…

ok i finished but ….blah it was like that blah…i tryed to attend activities, i enjoy some of them but i wanted more, yeaa always complaint. i wanted to travel to did more friends but i cant and etc etc…whatever this file, this stage is over so its to late now. :P

i bought a pair of puma,soo beautifuls haha

it was the most important goal i had in my list and now i did it, i cant beleive it!!! i pass with good grades this semester, including the statistic class, but i still remember the D fu^&*, if i havent that D in my grades i would be cum laude but…well at least im graduating!! yeaaaa! i have to be happy, the thing is that im very perfectionist but whatever!

a week a go knowing that i was tired i cleaned my car but now a week later is very dirty as always bah fu%^& this goal

i realize that the only way i will learn is living alone to force myself to cook…

for now i want to work in what im studying. the internship that im doing is helping me a lot to know what i want. i want to coordinate and to make strategies, more to coordinate but not sale or be an acount executive. thats cool, im learning more of my self. also i will do a master degree in marketing maybe begining in august…then i want an apartment! i now a lot of things now i think so…done!

i want to take these classes since forever. when i was i child i was very creative with my hands, i did decopach, frech manicure, drawing, origami, etc. and i think i lossed it a little so i think this is a way to recover it, and here those classes are very popular and you can sell your work if you are really good. i hope to take them in summer.

i had this entry in the goal of talk more & be more spontaneus buy i realize it was the same as this goal so i deleted the other.

for me talk more is an old goal in my life. mi childhood make me like that, shy and quiet, being an only child. i had improved a lot through the years. well, when i began college, almost 5 years ago i passed through a lot of situations, situations i dont want to remember, because of it. thats what make me change some. but sometimes people still think im shy because i dont talk a lot, because of that i want to just talk and talk even more like when im drunk hehe. i dont know what its i just dont have the need, and sometimes i just think a lot to say something…

im cool with it still hiding but hello who dont hide of someone you dont want to see, althoug sometimes i hide because i get shy easily with that person. and i have an intern debate of what people kiss when i see them and who dont. i dont uderstand it yet. if i dont pass time with that person and i only take like a class with she/he why to kiss them?