amylindsey

I know this doesnt go well with the “quit habits” goal…but it is something that Ive always wanted to do!!
I would be a kick ass bartender…only in my own bar, i think=)

YES, I need to find a hobby that I LOVE TO DO.
This will help me in my other “wants” of life “to be skinny”. I watch Oprah and other shows and people actually enjoy waking up at 4am to RUN for 2 hours!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME? I dont want to wake up at 4am for NOTHING! I just wish I could like running, walking, any form of exercising. I dont like baseball, or any other sports either…I dont even want to watch them on T.V!
I do like to fish. but I guess not enough to make it a hobby because I dont want to fish every day or even every week. So I must not like it that much.
I cant not seem to find anything that I really LIKE to do that is going to make me prosper as a human being. Something to make me feel good and keep me active….....HELP!!

The only thing I am really good at is Drinking..lol…but that doesnt work anymore…it just makes an ASS outta yourself and leaves your pockets empty. along with not helping the other want of “to be skinny”.......

I love my husband more than anything in this world! I do not have any children…probably never will. Although he has a daughter from a pevious marriage I love her as if she was my own.
We have been married for 4 years (1 week is our anniversary). We have been together for 5 years and best friends for 10 years!!
We are not perfect and our relationship is held by a REALLY thick rope because it is STRONG…is all I can say, because we have both had reasons to get up and WALK AWAY.
I will never find another man in this life to love me as much as he does. There is never a day that goes by he does not make me feel BEAUTIFUL, every time I say Im fat,ugly,or I hate myself, he always makes me feel like a millon bucks and puts a smile on my heart (not my face at the time because im in the bitchy mood..lol). I feel our love for each other will hold us together.
It has been really hard to “stay married” but I feel everyone stays married until the love fades away.
Please God just give us the strength to love each other till death do us part.