amyye

Well drama consumes my life already (:
haha
Might as well make a career with the thing I’m best at!

I need to get ahold of myself.
I have a good life.
And I can see it spiraling down…
I wanna be anorexic,
party,
drink,
smoke,
have sex….
Aghh. I know i should just suck up the fact that I need “live above the influence” and what not.
But have you ever felt like..
F@&* it. Where I’m at isn’t good enough,
So the grass must be greener over there.

I know the language. Why not teach someone?

I guess…
I just want to change myself
In all ways possible
To be beautiful, to the point where I actually have so many guys…
I’ll get to say “No” to some.
(: