the moon shines incandescently
against the onyx sky
swept up, I feel the pain
numb and staggering, all at once
I breathe deeply
not knowing where I find the strength
and they come faster, quicker, until
my feelings are fleeting
Ash's Life List
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1. write again
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2. love
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3. Have adventures
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4. take better care of myself
7 entries . 210 cheers1,437 people -
5. write a quote on the chalkboard every week for a year
3 entries . 9 cheers1 person -
6. do first things first
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7. travel the world
3 entries . 142 cheers21,059 people -
8. find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year
83 entries . 62 cheers2,620 people -
9. Hone my curves
4 entries . 133 cheers12 people -
10. Do the Flylady daily missions
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11. Fix my sleep schedule
2 entries . 14 cheers39 people -
12. Read more books
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13. Improve my French
72 cheers1,446 people -
14. give up sugar for a week
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15. Make salted caramels
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16. get my grandmother's antique organ from my parents house
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17. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
29 cheers21,513 people -
18. try 43 cocktails
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19. complete the A-Z movie challenge
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20. relax
142 cheers1,981 people -
21. go horseback riding
47 cheers627 people -
22. Learn to knit
61 cheers3,837 people -
23. take a yoga class
1 entry . 48 cheers531 people -
24. Fund 43 microloans through Kiva.org
19 entries . 83 cheers51 people -
25. alleviate my nostalgia through writing
4 entries . 139 cheers1 person -
26. Plan & map out our Northeast camping/backpacking extravaganza!
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27. Send a postcard to Postsecret
1 entry . 104 cheers2,996 people -
28. Go skydiving
2 entries . 110 cheers7,879 people -
29. Become a certified Yoga instructor.
1 entry . 160 cheers69 people
Recent entries
Mazzy Star has been one of my longtime favorites. With all of the gray & gloomy weather this past week (and continuing into this week), these lyrics spoke to me.

Okay. Perhaps I am setting the bar too high or something, but I don’t think that I can go every night being peacefully asleep by 11 o’clock at night. I should just take a melatonin and tell my brain to shut the hell up. Otherwise, it seems to be improving tremendously. I’d much like to become more of an early bird.

