anb2n5




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  1. 1. graduate from college
    5,877 people
  2. 2. surprise the world
    4 people
  3. 3. Start My Own Charity
    34 people
  4. 4. Pay it Forward
    633 people
  5. 5. get over being cheated on
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    29 people
  6. 6. visit germany
    611 people
  7. 7. start dating again
    109 people
  8. 8. fall in love again
    1,679 people
  9. 9. stop procrastinating
    26,230 people
  10. 10. see the northern lights
    16,368 people
  11. 11. lose weight and look hot
    4 people
  12. 12. unleash my inner lustmonkey
    137 people
  13. 13. kiss like they kiss in the Notebook.
    55 people
  14. 14. get a dog
    3,729 people
  15. 15. watch the AFI Top 100 American movies
    359 people
  16. 16. learn to play guitar like a pro
    5 people
  17. 17. Watch Every Episode of "Weeds"
    4 people
  18. 18. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,103 people
  19. 19. make my amends
    2 people
  20. 20. learn to identify the constellations
    70 people
  21. 21. do something everyday that scares me
    28 people
  22. 22. knit a sweater
    624 people
  23. 23. Save money
    14,204 people
  24. 24. Quit Smoking
    8,163 people
  25. 25. learn sign language
    7,415 people
  26. 26. visit all 50 states
    6,875 people
  27. 27. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    7,431 people
  28. 28. make a difference
    6,628 people
  29. 29. Start my own business
    8,275 people
  30. 30. go on a cruise
    3,889 people
  31. 31. bungee jump
    3,308 people
  32. 32. Send a message in a bottle
    3,515 people
  33. 33. dye my hair
    1,030 people
  34. 34. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
    286 people
  35. 35. go to the Grand Canyon
    145 people
  36. 36. take a self defense class
    200 people
  37. 37. make more friends
    4,952 people
  38. 38. learn to cook like a chef
    22 people
  39. 39. become one of those people who always knows a good place to go
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    1 person
  40. 40. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
    961 people
  41. 41. kiss someone on the kiss camera at a baseball game
    14 people
  42. 42. Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
    1 entry
    1 person
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Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
No Sex in this City 2 years ago

It’s officially been 3 three months and seventeen days since the last time i had sex. I wish the last time had actually been more memorable, but it was more like a routine, one of the million times we’d clashed together post-break up. The worst thing is to love somebody and have them love you back, but fuck up so constantly that whatever you could have together would just destroy each other. So the sex begins as something you do to keep you from being alone, keeps you from hating each other because its all you have left. I decided to stop completely.. seeing him, and having sex and it was the best decision i’ve made in a long time. My head is more clear and now i can make decisions about the people i want in my life more clear and honestly. I know now that i wont be a rebound or let anybody else be my rebound, and im going to wait until i find somebody I don’t want to destroy, and one that i know won’t destroy me. This goal… is very worth it.



Kiss Someone That's Worth Kissing
An accomplishment worth talking about! 2 years ago

I finally kissed him… I dont know what’s going to happen.. I dont even know what i want to happen. But.. I kissed him, I smiled… and I still smile thinking about it.



Stop Looking at His Facebook Profile
December 17th 2006 2 years ago

It has been 6 days since I looked at his profile.. or even talked to him. I sent him a holiday greeting card, but I do not think he checked it. All is well, I still miss everything that he once was, and I am sad that we ended on such horrible terms. I know that he can be a better person, and hopefully he can become that person. He seems happy with his new love interest, and I am happy for him and can finally move on.. without having any contact! Changed my number, my email, and blocked him on my facebook,... and I’m still okay!!! Definitely worth doing if you need to get over an ex!



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