anb2n5




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  1. 1. graduate from college
    6,133 people
  2. 2. surprise the world
    4 people
  3. 3. Start My Own Charity
    36 people
  4. 4. Pay it Forward
    648 people
  5. 5. get over being cheated on
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    31 people
  6. 6. visit germany
    635 people
  7. 7. start dating again
    116 people
  8. 8. fall in love again
    1,732 people
  9. 9. stop procrastinating
    26,999 people
  10. 10. see the northern lights
    16,928 people
  11. 11. lose weight and look hot
    4 people
  12. 12. unleash my inner lustmonkey
    136 people
  13. 13. kiss like they kiss in the Notebook.
    53 people
  14. 14. get a dog
    3,870 people
  15. 15. watch the AFI Top 100 American movies
    363 people
  16. 16. learn to play guitar like a pro
    5 people
  17. 17. Watch Every Episode of "Weeds"
    6 people
  18. 18. bungee jump
    3,435 people
  19. 19. Send a message in a bottle
    3,654 people
  20. 20. dye my hair
    1,066 people
  21. 21. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
    295 people
  22. 22. go to the Grand Canyon
    155 people
  23. 23. take a self defense class
    207 people
  24. 24. make more friends
    5,083 people
  25. 25. become one of those people who always knows a good place to go
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    1 person
  26. 26. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
    966 people
  27. 27. kiss someone on the kiss camera at a baseball game
    13 people
  28. 28. Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
    1 entry
    1 person
  29. 29. go on a cruise
    4,110 people
  30. 30. Start my own business
    8,604 people
  31. 31. knit a sweater
    773 people
  32. 32. make my amends
    2 people
  33. 33. learn to identify the constellations
    76 people
  34. 34. do something everyday that scares me
    27 people
  35. 35. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    18,611 people
  36. 36. Save money
    14,724 people
  37. 37. Quit Smoking
    8,513 people
  38. 38. learn sign language
    7,694 people
  39. 39. visit all 50 states
    7,156 people
  40. 40. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    7,535 people
  41. 41. make a difference
    6,795 people
  42. 42. learn to cook like a chef
    23 people
Recent entries
Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
No Sex in this City 2 years ago

It’s officially been 3 three months and seventeen days since the last time i had sex. I wish the last time had actually been more memorable, but it was more like a routine, one of the million times we’d clashed together post-break up. The worst thing is to love somebody and have them love you back, but fuck up so constantly that whatever you could have together would just destroy each other. So the sex begins as something you do to keep you from being alone, keeps you from hating each other because its all you have left. I decided to stop completely.. seeing him, and having sex and it was the best decision i’ve made in a long time. My head is more clear and now i can make decisions about the people i want in my life more clear and honestly. I know now that i wont be a rebound or let anybody else be my rebound, and im going to wait until i find somebody I don’t want to destroy, and one that i know won’t destroy me. This goal… is very worth it.



Kiss Someone That's Worth Kissing
An accomplishment worth talking about! 2 years ago

I finally kissed him… I dont know what’s going to happen.. I dont even know what i want to happen. But.. I kissed him, I smiled… and I still smile thinking about it.



Stop Looking at His Facebook Profile
December 17th 2006 2 years ago

It has been 6 days since I looked at his profile.. or even talked to him. I sent him a holiday greeting card, but I do not think he checked it. All is well, I still miss everything that he once was, and I am sad that we ended on such horrible terms. I know that he can be a better person, and hopefully he can become that person. He seems happy with his new love interest, and I am happy for him and can finally move on.. without having any contact! Changed my number, my email, and blocked him on my facebook,... and I’m still okay!!! Definitely worth doing if you need to get over an ex!



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