anb2n5




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  1. 1. graduate from college
    6,379 people
  2. 2. surprise the world
    5 people
  3. 3. Start My Own Charity
    43 people
  4. 4. Pay it Forward
    674 people
  5. 5. get over being cheated on
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    34 people
  6. 6. visit germany
    711 people
  7. 7. start dating again
    118 people
  8. 8. fall in love again
    1,920 people
  9. 9. stop procrastinating
    30,013 people
  10. 10. see the northern lights
    18,961 people
  11. 11. lose weight and look hot
    4 people
  12. 12. unleash my inner lustmonkey
    133 people
  13. 13. kiss like they kiss in the Notebook.
    54 people
  14. 14. get a dog
    4,026 people
  15. 15. watch the AFI Top 100 American movies
    360 people
  16. 16. learn to play guitar like a pro
    6 people
  17. 17. Watch Every Episode of "Weeds"
    4 people
  18. 18. accept the things I cannot change, have courage to change the things I can and have the wisdom to know the difference
    344 people
  19. 19. dye my hair
    1,133 people
  20. 20. Send a message in a bottle
    4,128 people
  21. 21. bungee jump
    3,908 people
  22. 22. go to the Grand Canyon
    185 people
  23. 23. take a self defense class
    239 people
  24. 24. make more friends
    5,484 people
  25. 25. become one of those people who always knows a good place to go
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    1 person
  26. 26. Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
    1 entry
    1 person
  27. 27. start a photo journal - take at least a photo a day to represent my life
    1,004 people
  28. 28. kiss someone on the kiss camera at a baseball game
    12 people
  29. 29. go on a cruise
    4,711 people
  30. 30. Start my own business
    9,269 people
  31. 31. make a difference
    7,191 people
  32. 32. knit a sweater
    626 people
  33. 33. make my amends
    2 people
  34. 34. learn to identify the constellations
    85 people
  35. 35. do something everyday that scares me
    27 people
  36. 36. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    21,235 people
  37. 37. Save money
    16,111 people
  38. 38. Quit Smoking
    9,263 people
  39. 39. learn sign language
    8,465 people
  40. 40. visit all 50 states
    8,530 people
  41. 41. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    7,551 people
  42. 42. learn to cook like a chef
    26 people
Recent entries
Abstain from Sex for An Entire Year
No Sex in this City

It’s officially been 3 three months and seventeen days since the last time i had sex. I wish the last time had actually been more memorable, but it was more like a routine, one of the million times we’d clashed together post-break up. The worst thing is to love somebody and have them love you back, but fuck up so constantly that whatever you could have together would just destroy each other. So the sex begins as something you do to keep you from being alone, keeps you from hating each other because its all you have left. I decided to stop completely.. seeing him, and having sex and it was the best decision i’ve made in a long time. My head is more clear and now i can make decisions about the people i want in my life more clear and honestly. I know now that i wont be a rebound or let anybody else be my rebound, and im going to wait until i find somebody I don’t want to destroy, and one that i know won’t destroy me. This goal… is very worth it.



Kiss Someone That's Worth Kissing
An accomplishment worth talking about!

I finally kissed him… I dont know what’s going to happen.. I dont even know what i want to happen. But.. I kissed him, I smiled… and I still smile thinking about it.



Stop Looking at His Facebook Profile
December 17th 2006

It has been 6 days since I looked at his profile.. or even talked to him. I sent him a holiday greeting card, but I do not think he checked it. All is well, I still miss everything that he once was, and I am sad that we ended on such horrible terms. I know that he can be a better person, and hopefully he can become that person. He seems happy with his new love interest, and I am happy for him and can finally move on.. without having any contact! Changed my number, my email, and blocked him on my facebook,... and I’m still okay!!! Definitely worth doing if you need to get over an ex!



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