I have just realized that the next three months of my life will be full of this. I know I am going to go home to live with my parents for awhile…but…where do I go from there? I dunno. Noone does. So many different things could happen, so many failures, so many successes. The only thing I really have is a head full of good memories, and a heart full of inner chaos, and packing tape. Now let’s see just how I use it.
angelfishu88's Life List
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1. Finish the FAFSA
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2. find my passion
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3. spend a day in the mountains connecting with myself
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4. stop procrastinating
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5. pamper myself more often
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6. be punctual
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7. stop biting my nails
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8. regain my optimism
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9. learn to ask for what I want
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10. To live instead of exist
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11. get my driver's license
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12. find myself
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13. live passionately
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14. do my homework
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15. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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16. never cheat
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17. get good grades
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18. forgive myself
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19. accept my weaknesses
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20. go skinny dipping
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21. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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22. get re-certified in CPR
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23. learn to dance
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24. learn to speak german fluently
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25. be more outgoing and confident
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26. learn to belly dance
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27. Learn to play the piano
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28. take salsa lessons
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29. whiten my teeth
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30. Keep my mind fluid and magical
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31. lose 100 pounds
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32. get better at DDR
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33. Marry the love of my life.
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34. marry in the temple
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35. finish college
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36. go to graduate school
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37. get my doctorate
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38. become fluent in 5 or more languages
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39. keep a clean home
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40. travel to Ireland
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41. File My Taxes
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42. become a wonderful mom
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43. Write a Musical
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How I did it: I took a year off of school to have a child, and while it was extremely overwhelming at first, it's been worth it ever since. I filled out a FAFSA, met with a counsellor and signed up for classes. On the day classes started, i jumped in and you'd be suprised what schools have to help returning students! Dont be afraid to look into it, because going into this alone is nearly impossible, especially if you have time contraints and other thin… Read how I did it…
This book is AMAZING. The bittersweet tragedy of those who love with all they are, and end up completely destroyed and consumed by the obsession of proving themselves to the one they love…
So my attempt was thwarted by overwhelming sadness due to my greatest fears in my relationship coming true, but I got out at seven at night and spent two hours climbing a mountain.

