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Honestly, what do you think?
I talked to my mom this morning, and found out that my sisters are both in my brother’s wedding. I am not. She didn’t know no one had told me this. I had been wondering if either of them would be in the wedding party, and I had even thought to myself…wouldn’t it just be fitting and awful if I show up and guess what- I’m the only sister not in the party. And I am.
Now, in defense of my future sister-in-law, I don’t think she did it on purpose to be mean. I live far away, and apparently her mother (who is a seamstress) made the bridesmaid dresses. So I wouldn’t have been able to be there for fittings and such. So I’m not surprised NOT to be in it. That’s fine. But I am a little hurt that I wasn’t told.
On the other hand though, I’m not surprised at all. My family doesn’t call me. The last time I talked to my dad was Christmas, and I called HIM. My sisters and brothers are the same. I talk to my mom, once a month, maybe.
Sigh.
It’s just…I was always the disappointing one. I was always the ugly, fat one. I’m always the last to know what’s going on. And then stuff like this just makes me feel even more like shit.
I probably shouldn’t feel so bad about it. She didn’t MEAN to hurt my feelings.But they’re hurt all the same.
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1. Help Sister Golden Hair's Journal travel the world, collect some profoundness, and gather some whimsy
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2. get through college
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3. make it all work
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4. quit smoking
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5. go to the friggin doctor (even though I hate them)
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6. list 43 men i wouldn't kick outta bed
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7. zombies, kraut and other such nonsense
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8. play the lyric game [that jamie rocks at] right here
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9. post letters here that i would never send
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10. List 100 things I love about my husband.
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11. post random questions daily and see if anyone plays with me and answers them :)
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12. loose weight ( be free weight! run!)
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13. get one of my photos on a bottle of Jones Soda
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14. Wish Hawkmeister the naughtiest of birthdays and a year of adventure June 25
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15. write a little, every day this summer
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16. complete "wreck this journal"
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17. 43Things Cookbook
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He gives me these silly nicknames, like “Pumpkinbutt” and “Bubba”.
And sometimes he tells me he loves me more than cheese pants.
He’s still fun. We still act like goofballs all the time together. Every once in a while he will just shout “biscuits and eggs” and then we crack up like idiots. No one else gets it and their not supposed to. It’s our own weird joke.
