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had to be up by 5, hated it. went to bed at ten was up by 5am. thankfully i have a shift job so i don’t have to loose my days to work.

if someone you trusted stole from you, every dollar and every dime, and the worse part is, he didn’t even need your money. what do you do? how do you combat that how do you forgive that?

im able to forget about it most times, i go days without even thinking of it. and then ill see a car that similar to his and this impotent rage will just bubble within me, and im in anger land once more.

35) painting my nails
36)getting a personal email
37)getting flirty texts
38)strawberry fruit snacks
39)braces
40)good lip-gloss
41) a good bargain
42) movie nights
43)peperoni pizza
44)hairy chests
45) oral sex
46) sex
47) a surprise
48) lemon merang
49) chocolate mouse
50) jim butcher
51) shirtless men
52) chubby cheeked toddlers
53) sarcasm (at the right moments)
54) sincerity
55) seafood
56) andrei
57) mother
58) stephen
59)shaving
60)kittens
61)dark skin
62)icecream
63)muse
64) fairy tales
65)british comedies
66)pasta
68)hummus
69) flamboyant gay men
70)’what not to wear’
71)ipod touch
72) kindle
73) calibre
74) completing a goal
75)the beach
76) the river
77) garlic lobster
78) sweet potatoes
79) citrine
80) kresley cole
81) native american men
82)spanish
83) fast internet
84)body splash
85) red lipstick
86) well blended eyeshadow
87) eyeliner and mascara
88) gossip (lol)
89) being appreciated
90)purple suede
91)fizzy pepsi
92)loyalty
93)acceptance
94)reading a book a day
95)sun block
96)being tall
97) my natural hair
98)nature
99)discovering a new writer
100) finally completing this list