because i dont myself i automatically think others dont like me either. I want to be confident enough to like and be ok with myself
anna2fat's Life List
1. i want to stop drinking
2. Get my hood pierced
3. stop eating when i am bored at work
4. be more self-confident
5. be happy
6. stop drinking
7. Overcome my eating disorder.
8. stop drinking and smoking!!
9. be beautiful
10. Get a bikini worthy body
i turn into a complete different person when im drunk.. nearly lost my job and bf this weekend alone. Im not doing it anymore, drinking 2 bottles a day and more on the weekend is ruining my life :( But hay cold turkey all the way and im going to spend my 1st evening EVER with my bf SOBER!!! no wine… he aint having any either haha!
10 years of this shit, it sux but u have to keep going and its so hard. All my love to you be strong even when it gets tough :) xx