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Saw that movie tonight and that’s exactly how I wanna be like. Andy was there the whole time, he not only became the best man in there but he kept himself focused on not staying there forever…
Yes, that’s the kind of focus I would like to have,

Make a list of 100 things I m scared of and then deal with one everyday for the next 100 days :)
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Scared of seeing my mom age…especially after my dad passed away so suddenly. I am so far away from her so I hate and really hate the idea of seeing her a little old every 2 years I will visit her.
Oh god!!! Wish she’d stay like this forever.
I need to start believing this Ultimate Truth of Life…I don’t know why but I need to.
She is going to be gone one day and I need to be fearless about this fact…no matter how much I love her. Yes, this is a big fear I have ever since I was 5 years old and I asked her “Mom, how will I recognize you when you get old??”!
She just smiled..like she does everytime you ask her one of those “awww..my baby!!” type of questions

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I am scared of running long runs [I am excellent in 100m fast sprints], and is that a “Whaaat?? But why??” expression I see on your face, because I feel so defeated and tired when I am not able to go on and am out of breath and am out of any more strength. I will say I don’t have too much stamina.
I envy people who run marathons, but then didn’t I tell you there is a reason why I am making this list..
Because then I am going to do these things that scare me…

Wierd fear
Iam scared of showing as online on IM because I am afraid some of my stupid and bully friends will show up and start chatting about things I don’t want them to talk to me about :(

Save someone’s life literally