antheia

she is a wise person and an inspirational poet. I admire her a lot and wish to meet her some day. :)

my past is like a ghost that haunts me every now and then. I realized that the emotional scars that I had gained from my past experiences interfere with how I relate to people. I have lost a lot in life. I feel like I have failed in life. I am motivated to do something about the mistakes that I had made however I am still haunted by my past mistakes. I second guess myself and the people I come into contact with. I have distanced myself from a lot of people. I need to desperately move on with life and let go of the past. :(

Guess this is an ambitious goal. How does one remain happy forever? That would be too much to ask for.
I realize that rather than being a happy person, I need to be a more stronger person inside.I need to believe in things. I need to believe that good things could happen too.
I have started to become more pious than before. I have started to learn more about my religion. I can not manage my life and thus have called for help from The Almighty. Hope this will trigger a change in my life. :) hehehe..