antisocialiting

man even with all the videos of how to do it I cant get past level 14

I think this language is much more beautiful then the “romance languages”

its going down down down every month. In a year or so Ill be just where I want to be

dont give up a keep seeking help is out there just sadly most often very hard to find. find a good therapist and psychiatrist and stick with it and follow their advice. you will make some progress have some set backs but giving up is never the answer.

I don’t think I’ll ever completely fix this problem but I’m going to try and work at lessening the effects and amount of it for the rest of my life.

I’m now mentally, and emotionally health. I just need to get physically healthy. Workout get exercise eat better etc.

I learned a lot but dont need to continue till I’m thirty I was finally properly diagnosed as bipolar and correctly medicated and foud out that my problem wasn’t so much psychological as much as neurological.

dont just says lame crap like how about this weather. Really try and and make personal connection with that person. check out body language clothes etc and ask question like you look angry man having a bad day or that looks like a fancy outfit going some place special.

I took a deliberate effort to attempt to strike up conversations and try and connect with people that had something going on and it worked like a charm because people like talking about things and themselves take this website for example.

just realized one day your not always going to have someone to talk to or be with and thats life. sounds so simple but thats the way it is.

collecting vinyl records. not old ones mostly new ones from bands that I like. Also started skateboarding a bit again. Hunting down ever song ever recorded or played (like cover songs they might have done in concert) by bands I really like.

I’m working on it, Maybe skateboarding again or playing my guitar

go at least once a week till about thirty and be done with it, and not need it anymore

I found it

just what the hell does god want from me what does god want me to do.

I’m finally on to last Decembers round of books.
Chuck Klosterman’s newest one is first.

Mutter Museum
art after 5

it comes in handy

this was a promise I mad to myself a couple years ago, and just recently accomplished it.

I’m up to 2 pieces of fruit a day yeahhhhh