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I never forget the moment there.
Since I came to U.S., I have visited Korea once, and it was last month that I visited there for 11 days. I had a great time having food tour with my old friends and staying with family. I felt like that I rode roller coaster during the time there because my family are loud and impatient people. And I had to go through all those dramas. when I was leaving the town to catch the flight back to U.S., I knew mom wanted to stay with me until the last minute before I left. I didn’t want to see her cry so I made up some joke and told her,
” Hey mom, send me more money”
And she yelled me back,
” Did you say you wanted more money?!”
And people started looking at me. I was embarrassed but I thought that was better than that I had to see her cry.
I hope she still enjoys the music that I had put into I-pod shuffle for her before i left.

Being a stranger in some sort of remote area is awesome, but I am glad I saw my family and friends. Next time, I will do more activities with them.

I never thought I would be with him because we were just friends and hung out from time to time. when finally opened my eyes, I realised there were much more things that I wanted to know about him. It’s like, I am with him not only because I love him, but also because I want to know about him and love him more. And that idea hepls me understand him better. So the more we got together, the more we found out we were so imperfect. But that’s ok because we say “I love you” to each other very often.

This morning I woke up with worrying about many things. All of sudden, it seemed like lot of bad things would happen to me; being used by other people just because I was too nice and wish-wash.

Then I thought about when I had talked to my 60 year old friend, telling me ‘I am taking charge of my life’. He said that because I was still shy about telling people and explain to them how and why I decided to go to a community college to be a nurse instead of building up my career as a musician.

Then I realized.
Before going to work this morning, I would stay worried about dealing with people at work, Or I could stop worrying and actually start doing things.
whichever it is, it’s up to me.