aprilsurfgirl06

I was going to college and I met this guy nammed ^Tommy and I fell for him, when I say fell I mean head over heals really bad I mean he was just mr perfect, mr does no wrong and all that good stuff… I trusted him soo much .. too much even. He said he was working late I believed him. He called me and said he couldn’t make a date that had been planned for 2 weeks cuz work called him in .. I believed him. I got him a 600 dollar radio for Christmas for his truck and a gun cab nit…needless to say he told me he was moving about a week before Christmas .. that absolutely broke my heart well then one of my college buddies saw him out and about with a girl named abby. (and his ex before me i forgot her name anyway she warned me he’d cheat cuz I stole him from her only I didn’t know they were going out) anyways point is he wasn’t moving he just decided he would wreck my dreams and all that good stuff so I quit college .. it was in his home town. I came back to my home town and settled back down in my sleepy little town. I still think about him a lot and I miss him. But feelings faded and I forgot about him… ^{or so i thought}

part two to the story: 6 months later: Ok so I started working at wal mart here in my home town and someone started flirting with me and seems like they ease my mind of a lot of things I told him I didn’t want to be in a relationship though and I explained the situation to him and he made the statement^{“so what you gonna be single forever?”} that kinda opened my eyes that you cant stay mad at your past and judge your future by it so I started talking to this guy. and he and I hung out and went to dinner a few times and talk on lunch breaks and stay up talking on the phone till 3 and 4 am and we become REALLY good friends. ... friends thats it though … well now I think he wants more .. I like him a lot too and I want what he wants…. ^{here comes the catch:}

conclusion to my story: now it seems as if I moved on right I’m gonna be happy again well all of a sudden Tommy starts calling my cell and talking hey whats going on… my girl isn’t doing so great.. im so sorry I love you I really miss you I wish you’d come back and live here and be with me…....ALLLL THOSE FEELINGS I SAID WAS FORGOTTEN SUDDENLY COME RUSHING BACK. .... and I know Im just gonna get hurt again…

my question to you :so do I go back to first love tommy and see if he makes the first mistake again or should I try to go forward in my “friendship/soon to be relationship” my life has walked into now?