arashinokoto

i guess its still a matter of self-discovery. i dont know if im happier now, but i definitely will say ive found more things to be happy about. more updates to come.

life as a student u still look forward to that 4.0. haha. one last semester to go for a perfect score. do my best and hope for the best as well, i guess. =)

not everything, but after not being on 43 things for almost a year i look back at my 100 happy things list, and i realise i still like the same stuff. and i realised ive done some of the stuff on the list too.

it is the game of all games. im not a great gamer, i dont play games (except probably word ones), but mario kart is so fun, it never fails to make me smile. love how you can throw stuff at people, leave banana skins lying around, and win the different cups. yoshi’s the cutest. =)

everything about him makes me happy. i know i’m not the best girlfriend, i cry all the time, i forget to be thankful for things around me. but dy never fails to let me know that even with all my faults, he will still stick by me.

i dont know. i need to start thinking about what i am doing. sad smile? haha.

next semester approaching in two days. its all project-based, and i have to do well.

we’ll see how it goes, will be updating on this periodically. ^^

just backk from my recce trip in melbourne! had a great time there with my aunt : see http://www.veldainozzieland.blogspot.com ; but other than tt.. the beauty of melbourne university blew me off. ^^

loved it so much the moment i stepped into the schooli felt i wanted to belong there. wish me luck!

woots! i did get a 4.0, even though i was worried like hell. my lecturer kept bugging me about the audio quality of my last proj for Integrated Project, and frankly i thought i wouldnt do well this sem. but thank you thank you thank you!

=))

university of melbourne
monash university
RMIT, deakin, swinburne
bourke street; flower drum
melbourne aquarium
federation square
queen vic market
brunswick
chapel street
melbourne musuem
windsor hotel
prahran market
southgate
melbourne central
bridge road

=))

recce trip seems like it’s confirmed! went with mom to paragon today, wanting to book tickets.. but it seems that booking online is more cost-efficient. haha.

SQ! for the first time. we must support singapore mahh. anws, i need to start planning my itinerary. dont even know what im going there for if i dont plan man.

chinese new year just around the corner. work for a month after tt. i think i can handle tt before the melbourne trip, dont you think?

exam period. trying my bestest to not slack.

the modules this semester are so content-based, that it takes one hour to go through one lecture. and with 3 exam papers left to go, each with at least 8 lectures’ worth of notes to study.. i wonder if i can keep 24 hours worth of information in my head.

ganbana!

i did 14 entries on this already, and i really dont know how horrible i am when it comes to moods. they swing a lot, dont they? sigh.

im okay for now. i wonder if ill ever really achieve the goal, but there were times when i really felt very happy. we’ll see.

okay, i know many of my malaysian friends will beat me up, but it really does make me happy. the ASEAN football championship’s just over, and singapore beat thailand to the cup. was at the stadium during the semi-final against malaysia, and it was damned exciting. singapore was brilliant!

just about a month and a half to go before the recce trip. ineed to start planning,but with exams and all looming up, where got time?! haha.

im excited, though.

promise solemnly to start planning when i come home. hah!

i dont like this feeling. i dont like this feeling. i really really dont.

but i dont see what i can do about it. i think its really because im me. perhaps one day ill just wake up and realise how stupid a person i can be.

urgh. maybe i just need a good night’s sleep.

a lie, that was all it was. to myself, that is. but i was happy while it lasted really.

so im fine. i think. i really want someone to turn to.

second last week of school. the past two weeks have gone by, project after project after project. i cnt believe how we managed to live through that, really.

but TGIF, and im home sick. guess its all that lack of sleep and brainwork and now my body needs some replenishment.

the last week holds for us three presentations still. but at least, no report tmd. haha. and after tt is the exams. ganbana.

im happy. even if its a lie, even if im lying to myself.. im happy now. really.

sometimes i think im a very predictable person, dont you think? i cnt stand it if sad things happen.. having to face problems is a definite no-no. tts why my smile is always there.

siyu and joy both say i need to learn to be a little selfish. yah, perhaps so. ive been telling a lot of people, that the most important person is themselves.. but i havent really been practising that.

you did open my eyes, in a way.

命運真的會作弄人。

i only can say that. that is the first thing that comes to my mind, really.

幸せなのか分かんないけど。今大丈夫。