archiarchi

Ever since I was a child I used to stay up late, but that was okay because I had the energy to do it. Then came my hell major in university. We had a long schedule of courses, from 8 am till 7 pm then had to go home overnight to work on projects. I would stay awake every 42 to 72 hours; and every now and then would sleep for 2, 3 or max 4 hours. After 5 non sleeping years in University and Working I thought I’m going to get some sleep. My job is a long shift. I work from 9 am until 8 pm and sometimes more. After that I have so many other chores, that i barely sleep 4-5 hours a day. I need not only to get 7 hours of sleep at least daily. I need to recuperate all the lost hours, I feel I can sleep for the rest of my life. Biologically, it feels as if I’m older in 15 years.

I traveled once for 4 days to Jordan by Bus and I traveled for 5 days to Cyprus – Ayia Napa. That was all I could have afforded in 25 years of my life so far. I hope I will be able to afford more trips, because the beauty of life is to discover all it’s richness of cultures, landscapes, wonders and mysteries.

I’m tired of being an employee, where i have to wake up in the morning and go watch my whole day being blown out in an office for other people to be rich, where i come back super exhausted at night knowing i don’t have any penny to do anything, i don’t have any time to enjoy life and i don’t have any motivation left to do anything. I sleep knowing that tomorrow is going to repeat today. I want to be able to stop being an employee so i can enjoy life, because it is too precious to be blown on a blue collar job.