i went to a psychic and he told me everything i wanted to hear. i thought it was the shit. he described the boy i loved so perfectly. but half a year later everything has changed althought i never imagined it would. what point in the future do psychics tell? have i passed by my future already? what is going on?
arielstorm's Life List
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1. Live an unconventional life
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2. learn how to use pure data
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3. have a psychedelic experience
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4. model nude for a photography shoot
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5. have conversations late into the night with fascinating people
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6. get a tattoo
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7. teach myself how to faint on cue
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8. start a homosexual intifada
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9. have a rooftop picnic
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10. write a film script
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11. extract Salvanorum A from Salvia Divinorium
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12. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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13. Learn to pick locks
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14. Buy a lottery ticket
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15. Take a photo every day
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16. learn arabic
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17. learn to sew
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18. write anonymous, loving post-its for strangers to find
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19. make pea soup
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20. learn intarsia
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21. learn fair isle knitting
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22. learn how to crochet amigurumi animals
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23. learn how to bind books
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24. learn something new every day
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25. write a play
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26. make music
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27. learn to write with my left hand
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28. sleep under the stars
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29. spend at least one night each month in the company of strangers
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30. learn to develop my own photos
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31. change my passport photo
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32. smoke out in an amsterdam coffee shop
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Recent entries
the body
2 years ago
i have never thought of it until a friend did it. it was an attempt to capture youth, she said, and after that it i felt the intense anxiety of growing old in this body. for the same reasons i have always thought i should try to die young while my body is still beautiful. i dont know why, perhaps this sort of mentality of a product of living in a society that is obsessed with youth, utterly obsessed with youth. i’m not sixteen anymore even though i look it, and the way time falls away so far, it worries me a little at times.
