I like a boy… his name’s Kevin. He’s a recovering alcoholic (I know I know I”m a glutten for punishment) but he owns his own home, has a great car, great job, and is just trying to figure out how to be happy without substinance. Oh and he’s 24 (3 months younger than I am).
He likes me. He likes spending time with me, we text every day, and he’s called me beautiful and says I’m great. But he’s unhappy and he’s unsure why so he’s trying to live his life. There are some days where he doesn’t have much support so every day I text him an inspiring quote.
It was really cute, yesterday he texted me asking if he was going to get it, not realizing I had already sent it in the morning. He looks forward to them every day. Anyways. I’ve decided that I’m just going to keep doing this until he wakes up and realizes how amazing I am.
Except for the fact that he already thinks I’m amazing. He just ‘doesn’t want a relationship’. The funny thing is, at the same time, I don’t either. I mean, I do and I don’t. But I can’t give him much if we were to actually make it official. I just don’t have any time. I’m trying to find out who I am and what not. And I think that’s part of the reason why I like him so much is we’re both at the exact same state (But I’m not a recovering alcoholic)