ashleigh1991

What do Princess Di, Adolf Hitler, Marilyn Monroe & I have in common



I'm doing 25 things
 

How I did it
How to bake a cake
It took me
12 months
It made me
satisfied


How to buy a dress for graduation
It took me
2 days
It made me
happy!


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listen to 43 new bands (read all 21 entries…)
#21 La Roux 8 hours ago

Listened to three songs. Umm, in for the kill and bulletproof and some other one.

To be honest they sounded too similar but they were ok. Rather boppy. If someone had the album id steal it, but i wouldnt buy it, unless it was like $5 :)



recover from borderline personality disorder
Help 12 hours ago

Is ridiculously hard to get. It was hard enough getting help for depression and anxiety and even then i had to be carted off to the hospital after cutting. sigh I have no idea where to start. Theres still 9 days before i even get back to my own state. I’m too old to see the same mental health group i was seeing (my file is about 5 inches thick there) since i have turned 18. I’m actually really pissed off i wasnt diagnosed with this earlier. Its so fucking obvious. I have EVERY symptom.

I dont want to go to my normal doctor because I took myself off anti depressants without telling her. I’m thinking I will see the Uni counselling people and go from there. If that doesnt work, I feign a suicide attempt and then maybe someone will sit up and take some fucking notice. And when i have recovered, I’m going to make it my personal fucking mission to make sure this country gets its shit together when it comes to mental health. I have been exposed to it since my dad was diagnosed with schizophrenia and its just not good enough.

Australia’s youth need help. I need help. and im not going to back down until i get it.

(Lets see how ling this fighting mood lasts, by tomorrow night I will be completely pro-suicide/give up/had enough.)

Mental Illness sucks.



Tackle my demons (read all 2 entries…)
three words... 3 days ago

Borderline Personality Disorder.



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