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Scott William Ferguson.
1 month ago
My friend and neighbour until this year, scott hung himself on the 28th of August. I have not been on 43things since before then until now. Everything has felt and still feels useless. So much has changed. Unless you know someone who has killed themself there is no way of understanding what it is like. Everyday that i can bring myself to get out of bed I look at the sky and I know that scott cant experience todays weather, or tomorrows and not yesterdays either.
There is no other feeling like this. He died at his own hands at the age of 19. You were an asshole scott. but your death has affected many more than you intended it too.
