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ashleigh1991

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I'm doing 25 things
  

How I did it
How to bake a cake
It took me
12 months
It made me
satisfied

How I did it: I got the recipe from a veg*n website over 12 months ago, but today i was bored and a little depressed and so it was a spur of the moment kind of thing. Luckily we had all the ingrediants ( just enough cocoa!) , except we had to go and get stuff for the icing once the cake had cooled. This cake took only about 10 mins to whip up, i didnt even have to use a mixer, just a wooden spoon. I left it in the oven for about 25 mins, not quite long… Read how I did it…

Dec 07, 02:47AM PST | 0 comments


How to buy a dress for graduation
It took me
2 days
It made me
happy!

How I did it: I bought a purple/blue ladakh dress from live for $99 and mollini shoes from emporio for $40. gotta be happy with that. I bought a different dress first but i decided that night i wanted the other one i liked, so i went back today and got it, it was more expensive but well worth it. Read how I did it…

Dec 02, 05:08AM PST | 0 comments


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listen to 43 new bands (read all 21 entries…)
#21 La Roux 8 hours ago

Listened to three songs. Umm, in for the kill and bulletproof and some other one.

To be honest they sounded too similar but they were ok. Rather boppy. If someone had the album id steal it, but i wouldnt buy it, unless it was like $5 :)

Jul 11, 07:26AM PDT | 0 comments


recover from borderline personality disorder
Help 12 hours ago

Is ridiculously hard to get. It was hard enough getting help for depression and anxiety and even then i had to be carted off to the hospital after cutting. sigh I have no idea where to start. Theres still 9 days before i even get back to my own state. I’m too old to see the same mental health group i was seeing (my file is about 5 inches thick there) since i have turned 18. I’m actually really pissed off i wasnt diagnosed with this earlier. Its so fucking obvious. I have EVERY symptom.

I dont want to go to my normal doctor because I took myself off anti depressants without telling her. I’m thinking I will see the Uni counselling people and go from there. If that doesnt work, I feign a suicide attempt and then maybe someone will sit up and take some fucking notice. And when i have recovered, I’m going to make it my personal fucking mission to make sure this country gets its shit together when it comes to mental health. I have been exposed to it since my dad was diagnosed with schizophrenia and its just not good enough.

Australia’s youth need help. I need help. and im not going to back down until i get it.

(Lets see how ling this fighting mood lasts, by tomorrow night I will be completely pro-suicide/give up/had enough.)

Mental Illness sucks.

Jul 11, 03:40AM PDT | 0 comments


Tackle my demons (read all 2 entries…)
three words... 3 days ago

Borderline Personality Disorder.

Jul 08, 11:12AM PDT | 0 comments


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skinny dip have a nice car swim regularly read the bible from cover to cover pixiespassion wants to be a better wife website be happy feel okay see Psycho le Cemu live watch dragonball z watch 'rocky horror picture show' go a week without tv make a pinhole camera run 2 miles without stopping be naughty at a drive-in movie learn calligraphy Wear lipstick more often finish high school purelyhippie wants to knit something Be less shy learn jazz piano write my autobiography lemonkiller wants to learn english See a Broadway show Keep in touch with family better be more social play, record, mix, and produce my own music Run Green Lake
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