i love him. his music is amazing and the lyrics really mean something to me. he is sexy and i really think he is amazing!! haha i’m infatuated. haha!
Ashley Pearson's Life List
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1. figure out what i want to do!
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2. be more active
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3. read more classic literature
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4. memorize Edgar Allen Poe's " Annabell Lee"
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5. see adam gontier in person
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How I did it: I basically didnt really do it. I mean i stopped cutting myself and everything, but i didnt do it alone. I finally found a reason for life to be good, and now looking back life was already good i just didnt have my eyes open. Everytime i wanted to cut myself i would talk to Flynn about it, eat chocolate, or work out to replace the endorphines. Thats about it i guess. Peace out! Read how I did it…
i’m a little worried about losing what i gained in weight training during the summer. i think i want to sorta start over on my muscle tone though. in weight training it was hardcore heavy lifting with only a few reps, but i think i’m going to lift less but do more reps to retone my muscles.i want leaner muscles, not so bulky ones. Oh yea i think i’m going to go jogging more and work on cardio. i might so more yoga and pilates too.
i think this is the reason for unhappiness. since i have no real idea for the future im living just for the moment, since i have nothing to look forward to. i really need to figure out what i wanna do with my life so i can pull out of this.
