I’m thinking about dating again…
I’m thinking about dating again…
Someone told me that going to Brazil to volunteer is admirable and a great example for my kids. It was a great compliment!
Well, I will do it. I am determined to publish a short story. I have one completed that I’ve been getting feedback from my writing group on. There is more editing to be done. I’m glad I set a time limit on this because it keeps me focused. If I don’t get it published by that date it’s okay. It’s nice to have others read it and be excited about it.
It’s getting much better but sometimes I have these moments. This quote came up when I brought up this goal.
“Come out of the circle of time, and into the circle of love.”
I’m still angry with him. I will have to work on the forgiveness piece first. I’m getting there.
even when it’s hot. There’s still a breeze and it’s not too far. It’s nice because once I’ve ridden it to work, it’s kind of like a challenge for the day. I will walk or ride my bike some more just so I don’t drive at all for the whole day.
I had been using the plastic bags for um…dog clean up when I walked him. So when I stopped using plastic grocery bags, I was worried about what I’d use. (paper towels and toilet paper are much more messy) I have started saving the bags from bread and hamburger buns etc. and these work just as well.
So I’ve got my digital camera and I’m thinking I should just go practice with it today. Ya know, so I am a master when I get to Brazil… I am spending a couple extra days on the beach. Did I mention I’m so very excited??
I have quilts all over my house that my grandmother handmade. My dad and brother and other relatives have them too. I realize what a nice keepsake they are and a part of her. I’ve learned to chrochet and made my first afghan for my daughter. It’s not perfect but she loves it. I want to start doing more and giving them away. It doesn’t matter if it takes a year to make one. I can just always be working on one. (Probably more in the winter. It’s 105 today and the thought of making an afghan is not as appealing.)
I am proud of myself because I rode my bike to work today.
I am proud of myself because I am discovering all these things that make me happy and I keep doing them.
I go for a walk and see all these beautiful flower gardens and pots with great arrangements. I have my little bunch of flowers I’m just hoping don’t die…
I’ve put some things in place to cut down on the plastic including using reusable bags,using paper or taking no bag at all.
This is a long term goal. I don’t have any desire right now to buy a home. I can’t afford the homes in the neighborhood where I live but love the neighborhood so renting is fine for now. But in the future…Maybe when I sell my novel… :)
I planted impatients and begonias that will do well in the shade. I have one wasp sting and my back may be sore tomorrow because I surounded the little area with river rocks. And I made my first little stack of river rock. I’ve seen these stacks of rocks around the neighborhood. I don’t know if it’s supposed to mean something but I think it looks cool. It’s a little like jenga stacking them up.
I bought my first reusable bag yesterday. It’s amazing how inexpensive they are (99cents). It also held a lot.
I’m not naturally good at it and I haven’t focused on it so I must not think it’s too important. I think if I want to accessorize I’ll do it by getting another tattoo. :)
since I don’t really have final control over whether its published or not. I’m not sure how to change the goal to say this but I know what I mean. Maybe I should just leave it to have it published. I need to set time aside to actually research some places to send my short story to.
I just watched this tonight. Awesome DVD. She leads writing groups at a maximum security women’s prison. Then actors, Glenn Close, Marisa Tomei, Rose Perez and others read their writing. This is what I want to do. (If Glenn and Marisa and Rose don’t show up, that’s fine. It’s not really the point. All though they were really amazing.)