athletics3

So i’ve got this dream home in mind. I want to have a four bedroom house. There will be an upstairs family room with a living room and dining room and kitchen. There will also be a little area strictly for having special gifts and what not. it won’t be a off limits room, just a really great look room.
neways so there’ll be the master room, my room, and it’ll have a huge bathroom with an awesome bath tub and an even awesomer shower. it’ll have two bed rooms for the kids and an office that i’ll share it with my hubby. and it’ll have a great kitchen with an awesome island. neways that’s all i got right now. but that’s my dream home.

So close, yet so far away. Each time I’m with him, lying in his arms, I can’t help but think about our future, where we’re going to be in 5 years, the type of people we’ll have become by then. He’ll be twenty in a few weeks. I can’t believe it’s already been a year since we started dating. It’s gone by so fast. I love him so much. He’s my everything and I’m very lucky to have him. I still can’t wait for the day I say I do.
05/29/07

I don’t know why i don’t write in a journal, it’s just not happening. I love to write so you’d think it would be nothing to me, but it’s just too much to try and figure out a good time and place to write down my secret thoughts and feelings. It’s no biggie I suppose. I’m pretty happy right now so there’s no use in trying to force myself to write. I’ll write when I feel like it I suppose.