aubreymai

i think i am pretty. but just have body issues

i want to have power. i want to help others. i want to prove people wrong about me

i lived in cambria for 2 months. but it wasnt enough

a) how awesome would exchange be?
b) i could rush a sorority
c) fall in love with the guy down the hall
d) in gen just live the all american movie

..anything

i said i would. but i cant. i dont want to ask for help because it shouldnt be so hard to just stop cold turkey. why is it so hard? you just keep crawling back to it. i feel dirty

this is an ongoing thing.