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1. I would like to find a job that makes me happy.
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2. I would like to be less of a push over.
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3. truly answer to "how are you" instead of always saying "fine"
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4. I want to stop reading into things to much.
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5. I want to be ok with letting go to pointless issues.
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6. I want to love something more then I love myself.
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7. I want to release my anxiety.
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8. I want to learn how to smile when I'm sad.
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9. Be more open with my parents doing foster care.
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10. Keep in contact with extended family.
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11. Be more organized, and clean.
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12. Learn how to design different kinds of websites.
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13. I would like to be more productive with my day, without spending lots of money.
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14. I would like to get out of debt.
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15. I would like to save enough money to see my little brother, I haven't seen in 5 years.
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16. I would like to find the man of my dreams.
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17. I would like to travel to a country thats not connected to the United States
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18. I would like to lose 20 pounds, and feel good about how I look.
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19. I would like to understand why people fall out of love.
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How I did it

How to visit my dad

It took me

3 weeks

It made me

feel important

How I did it: Well I had a couple days off from work, and took some time to see my dad. It was nice to take a break from my life. I was feeling down on my self, for the constant struggle in my life. It was nice to put that all aside, and spent some time with my dad. He's always so excited to see me, and it felt nice, to feel important in his life. We played cards and saw a movie. It felt like old time. Plain and simple. I'm going to try to come down more. Read how I did it…

Feb 10, 2009, 07:50PM PST | 1 comment | 1 cheer

Recent entries

visit my dad

Untitled 10 months ago

My dad only lives an hour away, but I find so hard to make it down sometimes. I also what to leave as soon as I get there. I never like to stay the night. I feel like my dad and I have grown distant ever since I moved out. Now he’s a foster parent and I feel like he has a whole new life, that I’m really not apart of. Since I’ve moved out my Dad has adopted a little boy, and I wasn’t even invited to the cermony where they make that legal. I don’t get why I have to make him apart of my life when they never made me included in the first place. It’s like two seperate families in one. I guess going home never really feels like home any more. I wish things didn’t have to feel so uncomfortable. I wish we could be close like we use to be.

Jan 29, 2009, 11:39AM PST | 1 cheer | 1 comment

I would like to lose 20 pounds, and feel good about how I look.

Untitled 10 months ago

I’m working on this by doing yoga, and working out. I’m trying to eat better, and drink less.

This is a picture I did on weightview to see how I would look like if I lost 20 pounds.

Jan 28, 2009, 10:06PM PST | 0 comments

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