autumnangel

http://www.squirrel-rehab.org/

ooh well i feel a little better.i took a bunch of codiene cough medicine and now i’m kind of loopy. i forgot how bad narcotics make me itch before i took it. well i sure remember now.before i went back to school this last time, i was researching possible careers.i read about this lady who takes in displaced baby squirrels like if their mom got killed, forest cut down where they lived or forest fire orphans. she would nurse them with little baby bottles. she put them on these pallets that she rigged up with pulleys, to put them up in the treetops so they would not get to used to being earthbound. she would gradually increase heights, and how long they stayed up until they were ready to go out on their own. she was like an employee of wildlife and game comission, took care of baby squirrels for like 4 states.i was like, o wow- what a job-- too cool- i love itSQUIRREL REHABILITATOR. it cracks me up to say it. but i figured there wouldn’t be alot of job openings for this and i’d have to relocate, and probably the competion would be fierce. yea its a cut throat world when you are looking for position as a squirrel rehabilitator, snarf, well not really. lol. i also thought of raising goats. that is a longer story i’ll tell another time. kisses caro

I;m having trouble with depression. I got wounded terribly at the start of january, now it seems i am doing things that are self defeating without anyhelp. the interview is rescheduled for monday. I guesss I’ll load up on prozac, and pray. AA

should i quit smoking and drinking?
try to be more serious and responsible?
save enough money to go to the otherkin/vamp/alt beleifs party in pa in spring?
go to rave
find a lover? what?
think think think