avelyn17

The work place is, sometimes. Ok I met up with that golden one, and he seemed nice, but I don’t know. It’s hard for me to become interested in another guy when I am all ready attracted to one guy. Even if nothing has happened yet with the original guy. And this other guy I don’t know. He invited me to this wild hooplah that included both male and female strippers. Definitely not my scene. And some more interesting developments have happened recently with the original guy that sort have sparked some renewed interest. He found out I liked him, and so far it’s been pretty positive. But like I said before, he is above me, and by the rules, so I don’t know. I do know that he is thinking about it.

I honestly wish that when people say they are going to be somewhere, then they should fucking be somewhere. Or at least call. I will be damned before I try this again.

Ok, I have lost interest in that one guy who asked me out. He was just too shy for me. And the guy I thought I was sure about I don’t know now, because he seems awfully busy, and I want someone who at least I am able to see at least once a week, if not more. But it turns out the guy who I have been crushing on at work has found out that how I feel, and it seems to actually be a good thing. I get the impression that he thinks it’s cute. I don’t know if he takes me seriously yet, though. He is 30. I am 26, but a lot of people assume I am younger when they first meet me, 19, or 20. And there is the one main factor, that he is technically a boss. Damn that whole fraternization rule. So I don’t know what will happen. And I’m not completely sure if he has a girlfriend either anymore. Oh, and I don’t think he knows that I know he knows.