On this day of your life, , we believe God wants you to know … that nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be.
You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn’t give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty – to be alive means to not know.
So going back and forth about this relationship….He sends me a text that I am a spoiled B*&^....I made the right choice…
On this day of your life, Andrea, we believe God wants you to know … that every moment is an opportunity for you to be happy.
You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, – you have a great way to respond! – you can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy. Don’t just take a shower – feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin. Don’t just walk on the street – enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don’t just drive your car – sing karaoke to your favorite radio station.
I kind of went off this morning…I totally explained how I felt and that it was unfair both to me and to him…I sure hope I don’t regret this decision. But in retrospect…I haven’t ever regretted breaking off a relationship.
Warm, fuzzy, soft pink robe!
Sister calls to check on me and lets me know she is there for me.
The Art Museum.. I wanted to take them to the Rembrant exibit, but it was too expensive and I didn’t dare spend the money…we had a nice time anyway.
That is easier said than done…I obviously haven’t found anyone yet…and I’m 45
I would rather be alone than be in a half @ssed psuedo relationship
I got a mat for the front door and a little plant for my bathroom. Also, my aunt sent me a tri-fold card and I got 3 frames so I can hang it up…I have started!
O.K this discontent is not really a hormonal thing..it is a reality thing….I am so tired of settling! When I was with Tony I was settling for a partial relationship, and now although in a different way I am doing the same thing with Kelly.
I have one theme in all of my relationships. The men are unavailable in one way or another. Next time I need to hang out long enough to figure out in what way they are unavailable to see if it is in a way that would be acceptable to me…
I find it hard to believe I would rather be alone all of the time that have a Pseudo relationship. I am just so sensitive to people who are supposed to be in my life and there to support me..not really there for me. I would rather really be alone than have someone who is supposed to be there for me…not really be there for me.
I hate to give up this relationship, but I think that the reason I have been so discontent is because it is not right for me… I need peace in my life and this relationship is disrupting my peace.
God I hate to give him up…
This is how I comforted myself.
I love these things…I wish I would have invented them…they make really good chip clip holders too
O.k. this is kind of cheating since I edited a picture I already had…but I liked it and wanted to post it….My game..my rules
Outside of the Raleigh Art Gallery…disappointed I couldn’t take the kids to see the Rembrant exibit.;(
If you look really close there is a woman standing in the field. I feel like this woman a lot.
O.K..I have got to start eating better!!! It doesn’t matter if it has 7 vitamins and minerals…it is still BAD!!! I just need to plan better!
O.k. I have to let my daughter make her own decisions…even if I think she is crazy….LET IT GO
Oh Christmas tree…oh Chrismas tree…Every year I dread undecorating the Chrismas tree…as a matter of fact, it is probably one of my least favorite things to do EVER! But, this year, for some reason it was different. I went to the tree and started to gently remove the orniments I had on there. And I actually felt peaceful about it. Then I got to the point where it just had the lights on and I just couldn’t bring myself to unwrap them yet. I want to keep it up for a little while longer. Since it just makes the house feel warmer. Wouldn’t mind keeping it up all year.