awesomek

i have just a short entry today; i am so happy/excited/nervous because i have invited my crush to my up-coming party, and i can’t wait to see his rsvp!

Weee! i am lovin’ this. he came to join MY conversation with my friend – it is not as exciting when you think about the fact that she’s his friend too, but i’m not going to. ;)(lol). since then i’ve wriggled into many conversations with him. not only that, but i’ve got two new and awesome things to tell!
i think i’ve gotten myself into the group he hangs out with after school; now i can end each day with his beautiful face :)
i also have him in my second period,drafting. he’s pretty good, and he wants to be an engineer! i want to be an interior designer, but i’m aving a little trouble with the computer. so, my friend and i have created a plot to spend time with him through assistance! <3

whew. that is hard! i haven’t done it just yet, but the plan is to stock myself chock-full of the things he likes, and randomely pick a time to just pick up a conversation and learn more about him. i mean, you can’t have a relationship with a guy if the only thing you do around him is drool! i need to be able to talk to him like a regular person! i think i’ll try on thursday. (i’m espesially/guiltily extatic that he just broke up with his girlfriend. now, i can try to comfort him and know that he is soooo available! <:D i’m so bad.)