ayameichigo

you want some advise? well okay. listen to ur heart if you are of sound mind. don’t become like me. a suicide waiting to happy. its my own fault i guess for being nothing but a cancer recoverer. since i was born to the sixth grade i’ve had a rare cancer called whims tumor. hey listen you out there reading this, find out who you are and be somebody. that is my advice. don’t waste away… into nothing like someone like me…

everything is my fault. everyone hates me. i hate them too. no one cares if i die, or cry. i had cancer when i was only a baby… do you know what that feels like, being born with whims tumor and hated by your entire family because of it. i wish i could just die so that ‘they’ could stop hating me. but i’m too much of a coward to kill myself. why do they hate me? i did not ask to be born that way. i did not ask to be a burden. i am in high school and i have tons of friends, but no one sees me.. no one knows who i am. why was i born? why am i alive? i don’t fell alive. i feel dead. i am nothin… no one.. nothing. i wish for my 18th birthday but it is fale years that await me for i am only 15. so i say one day to all the world: fuck all you for hating me and not seeing me go to hell all of you for seeing only a pretty face hidden in baggy clothes and messy hair. piss off you bitches for not seeing who i really am.