I’ve made it to the three week mark, finally. The desire to masturbate is there, but I don’t have a necessity to do it. If I can make it to a month (I know I can), then I think I will finally have conquered the addiction.
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For the first 13 years of my life I didn’t care about God or my faith. But my life was changed when the two most important events in it happened: going to high school and Katrina. After my first week of school, Hurricane Katrina came and destroyed my hometown. In the months that followed I started what I consider my real five years of high school. Here I was intorduced to the two most important people in my life, and since I met them I have desired to know and do God’s will for me. It starts with defeating my addiction, and ends in finding happiness.
For the past year I have been focused on finding what God is calling me to do. My first step toward that, like everything else, is freeing myself from the holds of masturbation. After that I am where God wants me to go to college and where I will have the best opportunity to discover His call. Accomplishing my vocation will bring me closer to God and true happiness, something I really want to have.