baillie lester

I have always imagined it. Like what you see in movies, or in your dreams. I’ve only been to the beach once, and that was last summer, hopefully I can go again, this time with my sweetheart, and kiss him on the beach =)

I DID IT AGAIN. I’m so stupid, Why am I like this IM SO STUPID!!!!! I got upset about something dumb again. Over my boyfriend remaking his facebook. I got upset because he did say he deleted it I just didn’t know he remade it… I don’t know why I get upset I guess just seeing other girls makes me jealous I hate myself for this!!!

I don’t want to be another person working at a fast food resturant, psh please, you can’t even make me eat fast food, so you sure as hell won’t see me work there. The job that I have now isn’t that great but I make enough money to buy WHAT I NEED. Which is mainly teenagers problems these days, Your parents probably wouldn’t be in debt if they didn’t have to spend money on there selfish children everyday, that is why I went out and found myself a job, and I can’t even remember the last time I actually asked my mom for money. She offers and I tell her that I don’t need it which makes me feel pretty independent, which is always NICE. I have also been pretty mixed up on what I want to major in when I get out of high school, I have changed my mind so many times. I wanted to get into cosmotology for years and years but they don’t make that much money and deff. not enough money to suffice my goals that I have for the future.So lately I had an amazing exsperience being at the hostpital with my bestfriend having her baby, and realized that I would love to be in the nursing field as a pediatric nurse. I know that It’s pretty hard, and going to be really hard to get through all of those classes in college but I think that It will all be worth it in the end!