baldur13

i need clean my room and keep it that way. i don’t know what happens. i spend a lot of time making it look nice only to turn around and let my weariness from my day wreck my hard work. hopefully i can also chuck a couple of bad habits, to which scarlett! would easily attest that i should do, which i shall not mention here. she says its unsanitary. i say europeans do it, why can’t i? perhaps i should just hang up my clothes or throw them in a hamper. i also need to file my finances and other such paperwork. it is a project in progress. i hope to start it tonight!

i’d really like to meet my long time friend nataly. well, how is it that i haven’t met a close friend? the easy yet somewhat geeky answer is that we met on an anime message board a couple of years back and have been friends ever since. i realize that that is still somewehat of an unorthadox way to start a friendship, even today, but honestly, i don’t care. when you meet someone who matters, regardless of how it occurs, you hold onto them. i just hope that we are afforded the opportunity, otherwise, we must wait until we can make the opportunity happen for ourselves.

i eagerly look forward to the day when i can marry the love of my life. scarlett! and i were made for one another and being able to consumate that love will be one of the happiest days my life will ever hold. i realize that it is not wise to count your chickens before they hatch, but i can’t help but follow my heart. i know in my heart that we will see that day and stand before the people of our lives and take the next big step in our relationship and the rest of our lives.