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Well 5 months ago my girlfriend told me she felt horrible about treating me badly. She said something about why she can’t explain why she acted that way then broke up with me. Then she followed up by saying she never loved me. Of course we only went out for about 4 months, but it still hurts like shit. To think I actually really cared about her. Now every time she sees me she pretends I’m not there unless I strike up the conversation. Now I don’t think I really care to do that. I feel really stupid for trusting her with something as important as my heart. Well that’s about it. Right now I’m reconsidering if I want to try this “love” thing again. As much as I do find some people very attractive, can I trust that they won’t leave if they say they love me. I mean sure if you’re dating, then you can say you don’t love someone yet. Once you’re in the relationship love should be taken more seriously and when you say you love someone, you should mean it. So the way I see it right now, I might just stay single for the rest of my life. With enough good friends to go out with every weekend, I should have no problem passing the time, and not be lonely. And I would feel so much better if Calgary’s weather wasn’t so horrible, and the transit system wasn’t full of shit.