I'm doing 41 things
maybe not
2 years ago
i actually had someone i met for the first time, tell me i am not that shy. maybe i’m not really shy after all. one on one i am fine but in groups i shut up. and i hate that. hm.
bananas11's Life List
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1. stop letting people get to me
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2. learn self-discipline
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3. travel the world
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4. be kinder to myself
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5. be a better friend
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6. write a book and have it published
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7. stop being so shy
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8. Improve my photography
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9. Skydive
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10. unpack
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11. see the northern lights
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12. learn a new language
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13. Do well in school.
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14. be famous
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15. practice yoga every day
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16. take better care of my teeth
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17. Send a postcard to Postsecret
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18. grow my hair long
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19. backpack across europe
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20. pay my rent on time every month
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21. drink more water
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22. learn to forgive
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23. buy a mac
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24. go to sleep
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25. organize my life
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26. run every morning
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27. get on the Real World
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28. Learn to fly
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29. pay off my student loans
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30. tell people how i really feel
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31. get a tan
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32. feel beautiful
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33. be on conan o'brian
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34. live abroad
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35. stop hanging out with assholes
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36. stand up for myself
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37. sell my photographs
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38. be independent
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39. decorate my apartment
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40. Have a better relationship with my sister
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41. build a darkroom
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Recent entries
ew.
2 years ago
It’s a shitty camera. As a photographer, I think the Canon digital series has better quality and is more user friendly.
what an asshole
2 years ago
i went out for drinks with a person i just met. the drinks were great and the conversation was even greater. he was quirky and fun. someone i could be good friends with and he agreed. at the end of the night i drug myself home, somewhat drunk and crawled into bed. but, i couldn’t sleep. i didn’t sleep at all that night. usually a night of drinking and stimulating conversation would lull me into a deep sleep but not this time. what was wrong? he said he wanted to get together again on saturday. for the past two years i have spent saturday with my boyfriend, but since my new friend works all week, i made sure that night was open. my boyfriend understood. the guy never called. around 10 pm, i saw that he was online so i IMed him. he said something about a family emergency. i let it slide. a week went by and still no phone call at all.
i just saw him online and i told him how rude i thought he was. i was stood up by someone i wasn’t even dating! how ridiculous! i finally ended the conversation with “well, you’re an asshole and i would appreciate it if you never called me again!”
i normally don’t stand up for myself like that. it felt really nice to not take shit from people.
